I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” -Marilyn Monroe.

not mine to have but dont know how to turn away

the word is bye dont know why it is so hard to say

you capture me with poetic lies and keep me coming back for more

i figure how much can it hurt if my heart is already torn

i indulge in the pain it seems all the same

i know the truth yet i still try to finish the game

and by the end i hope it is your heart i win

but we both know the thought is a sin

your heart is on lock and i will never have the key

but thats your lost cause she will never be me

It bends and warps, it tips and turns, it’s close and near, it’s all so clear, it walks where you walk and stands tall, It sees what you see and hears what you hear, it exist even when you dont know it is there, stop being so blind and use your eyes look past the simplest chimes, it is a world of galaxies of infinity, our dreams dont reach the spans of it’s wings

it is a world out there all you gotta do is look and see!

shower with me

get lost in the steam

while our bodies beem

and you make me scream

till we find our peace and

every kiss and touch is purely sweet

let our passion flow everywhere the water goes

and only more places that only you know

let our troubles unwind in the steamy spaces of evaporated time

let it be just us in the soapy suds

shower with me

It’s like I just single-handedly annihilated, you know every rap bitch in the building, like I’m Nicki Minaj, Nicki Lewinski,Nicki the Ninja, Nicki The Boss, Nicki the Harajuku Barbie, like I mean I don’t even know why you girls bother at this point, like give it up it’s me, I win you lose!

-Im a bad bitch, Im a, Im a bad bitch

“you find life in it’s soul, you find breath in it’s scenic perfection, you find serenity in it’s naturalistic melodies, you find security in it’s freedom, you find passion in it’s heart, you find your paradise!” -a paradise broken 

dear heart,

for i am to careless, although i thought cement was the hardest place to protect you, although firm and sturdy it allowed manys of people to walk over you, and now you lie there broken and cracked and not one of those persons ever looked back

-it hurts and i care